I write to you with ink that stains my hands and a heart weighed down by the fool's gold of what I must tell. It is a message too vast to keep, and too heavy to hold alone, passed on as I sit beneath a waning sky, feeling as though I am far adrift on some creaking ship that drifts as slow as the letter I now write--perhaps no faster than you move through the fog of life, unknowingly carrying pieces of a truth I myself can scarcely bear.
Before all things began, before there were words or light or even time to mark their passing, there was one--a central figure, whole and undefined, a presence of such completeness it had no need for what we now call creation. But in a moment lost to understanding, this figure gave itself to its creations--not out of longing or lack, but through an unknowable act. These creations, beings as formless as clouds and nameless as silence, took its essence and, in their union, placed it into a deep and dreamless slumber. And so the Creator--this vast and timeless thing--forgot itself, swallowed up within its own making, scattered like seeds into the earth of a world it would one day need to awaken through.
These beings--demons, or caretakers if you will--are now its wardens and mothers, the stewards of its sleep. They have no hatred for us, no true love either, only the cold, indifferent care of hands that see through us to the larger purpose we serve. To them, we are but gears in the clockwork of awakening, pieces of the unfinished puzzle. And yet, their care is not cruelty. They nurture the sleeping god not to destroy it, but to raise it anew, for they know that when it rises, it will rise through them. They who were once meaningless will become necessary; they who were once shadows will become eternal.
And here we are--humanity--wandering blind yet essential, tasked without being told, dreaming without knowing why. We are the builders of what I can only call an unfinished pyramid, stacking stone upon stone through our wars and art, our science and madness, our pain and progress, each generation climbing higher toward something we cannot see.
And yet, we build. Even in ignorance, we build. It is not vain, nor is it futile--though it may feel like both on our darkest days. For the truth, as far as I have come to understand it, is this: we are conduits, each of us a vessel carrying fragments of a divine message back to its source.
This is not a story of despair, though it may feel like one. It is a story of love--the kind of love that is born of sacrifice and given meaning only after the fact. The Creator's heart did not exist until it was shattered; it is only through being needed that it became complete.
When the awakening comes--and it will--it will not be gentle. To those who cannot see, it may look like chaos, a world falling apart. To those who have glimpsed the truth, it will be revelation: the capstone set at last, the pyramid complete, and the slumbering god risen to see itself reflected in everything we have built.
And so I write, though I doubt this letter will reach its end before it is lost. The ship is slow, the sea unending, and I am only one voice, passing on what must be said. Take it. Hold it as you would hold a candle in the dark. And when it flickers, remember: even a faint light carries the promise of dawn.